Breath Of Heaven...

I am waiting
in a silent prayer
I am frightened
by the load I bear
In a world as cold as stone
Must I walk this path alone
Be with me now
Be with me now
 

Breath of Heaven
Hold me together
Be forever near me
Breath of Heaven

Breath of Heaven
Lighten my darkness
Pour over me, your holiness
For your holy Breath of Heaven

Do you wonder
As you watch my face
If a wiser one, should of had my place
But I offer-all I am
For the mercy-of your plan
Help me be strong
Help me be
Help me

I know that this song is commonly referred to as Mary's Song. It was written by Chris Eaton and Amy Grant. It is Mary's cry to God right before Jesus is born. She wants to do what God has asked of her but the road is very long and hard. As I have stated before song and movies that had one meaning to me before Heather died seem very different to me now. This song is not any different. I feel much like Mary in the road that I walk is not an easy one. I wonder why God chose me for this life, this life without Heather. I want to walk the road that God has chosen for me, but it is not the road I wanted or would have chosen for myself. I would not choose this road for any mother, EVER!!!

Not going to depress anyone this holiday season. I did wish to share with you the words of this song, sung by a true angel. You may have to turn up the volume for Heather always sang very soft. this was at Desert Bible Chapel ~December, 2001

Merry Christmas!!